hope|sounds

I've been meaning to write...but I suppose good intentions don't justify inaction...

I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but I don't want to be anything but honest. I really don't care about Ellie anymore. I don't know if I've just fallen to apathy or I'm just wanting to move on, but I'm just "done."

I know...this sounds terrible. I know...I'm probably the last one expected to throw in the towel. But I'm not gonna lie or pretend that this is a life-changing thing for me. It's not that I'm not glad other people are really learning from this (and I'm not saying I haven't learned anything from this) - but honestly I feel a huge weakness is my ability to find something in anything (find a lesson in anything) but have my heart remain disconnected.

Only a few more days, I know.